I was just reading a blog from a friend whose baby Lucy passed away. She said that she wished she'd been better at just living in the present, and not always planning and looking forward. I also struggle with living in the present. Sometimes, the present just sucks, like vomit everyday. I'm really looking foward to supercross, wicked, mormon tabernacle choir concert in phx, possibly the P.O.P.S.I.C.L.E feeding disturbances conference, and Christmas. My friend inspired me to live in the present. I don't want to take anything for granted and never miss a moment of my daughter's life. So, now, even though there is much to be done, I'm going to go snuggle her just because I can.